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in spite of myself i walked home with a really goofy smile on my face last night.
he really likes me...
but at the same time, i knew we were one step closer to all those things i don't want to happen happening. for instance, he asked me what i was doing for new years. he asked me what i want for my birthday. and he said something like, "i think i'll keep you around for a while."
and the bells went off in my head. half warning, half happiness.
i think it's worth a try.
oh, this is the start of something good
don't you agree?
i haven't felt like this in so many moons
you know what i mean?

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2004-12-02 11:07 a.m.
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About Me:

22/f. red hair, freckles, short. cautiously optimistic. in grad school and not entirely sure if that was the best decision. love music, the ocean, and sunshine. sometimes feel like i can do anything, other times am crippled by the fear that everything i know is wrong.