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holy shit. i am shaking.

the boy IMed me last night. the fucking boy. who i haven't properly talked to in over a year.

"i know this seems random, and maybe a little out of place?, but i was going through some things, and i found a picture of me and you on the anniversary of the u2 concert. it obviously made me think of you. i hope everything is goin well in boston and you are loving school."

fuck. this is a can of worms i don't want to open.

argh argh argh.

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2004-09-20 9:21 a.m.
these seconds when i'm shaking leave me shuddering for days, and oh lord-- i'm not ready for this sort of thing


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22/f. red hair, freckles, short. cautiously optimistic. in grad school and not entirely sure if that was the best decision. love music, the ocean, and sunshine. sometimes feel like i can do anything, other times am crippled by the fear that everything i know is wrong.