it never ceases to amaze me. you go through life thinking things couldn't possibly be worse or more difficult to deal with, and then the powers that be throw everything they have at you.

and still it turns out okay.

last night was probably one of the worst nights of my life between worrying that i was pregnant, not even having started my 10-12 page paper due today, and *then* when i was on the phone with my best friend from home, the boy emerged from the room across the hall from me with this horrible, plaid shorts pajama set wearing duck looking ugly BITCH who i hate.

but then i realized... if i am rolling around with other guys on top of tables, why should i care what the boy does?

and i finished the paper...

and then i went to planned parenthood today with one of my friends and got that out of the way.

and now i find that i have a very very good chance of finally living in an apartment next year.

and i realize that life is good, no matter what.

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