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last cigarette: uh, probably in europe when i was drunk.

last car ride: my mom and me coming home from brooklyn today.

last kiss: adam?

last good cry: ehh a week ago?

last library book checked out: hmm. i dont know. something for a paper i'm sure.

last movie seen: sleepless in seattle

last cuss word uttered: "i have a fuckin headache"

last beverage drank: iced tea

last food consumed: entemanns soft chocolate chip cookies, mmmm.

last crush: ugh. adam.

last phone call: rachel called me yesterday.

last tv show watched: the simpsons

last time showered: this morning.

last shoes worn: brown flip flops

last cd played: pete yorn, come back home

last item bought: bagel and a cup of coffee

last annoyance: this headache >:O

last disappointment: ha- adam.

last soda drank: coke

last im: lauren

last ice cream eaten: mint chocolate chip shake :)

last time wanting to die: hyperbolically, all the time, but literally when i was 15.

last time scolded: "scolded"? my dad called me lazy and said i didn't give a shit on friday night.

last shirt worn: white t-shirt.

last webpage visited: diaryland, obviously.

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choose a band and answer only in song titles by that band: U2

Are you male or female? party girl

Describe yourself: i still haven't found what i'm looking for

How do some people feel about you? lady with the spinning head

How do you feel about yourself? stuck in a moment

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: numb

Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend/crush: desire

Describe what you want to be: even better than the real thing

Describe how you live: trying to throw your arms around the world

Describe how you love: two hearts beat as one

Share a few words of wisdom: luminous times (hold onto love)

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2003-05-18 9:10 p.m.
because i can boil it all down to this


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About Me:

22/f. red hair, freckles, short. cautiously optimistic. in grad school and not entirely sure if that was the best decision. love music, the ocean, and sunshine. sometimes feel like i can do anything, other times am crippled by the fear that everything i know is wrong.