oh dudes.

this past week has been amazing.

i didn't sleep for three days straight.

i realized, in the middle of a bar on the upper east side on saturday night, that i have a great life, and that i have great friends. (even if those friends are people that i only get to see during the summer.)

the secret crush has intensified, because of the little nice things that he says to me. "thanks for coming out tonight," he said, as we hugged goodbye, even though he hadn't invited me. while i still have a crush on him, i also realized that i have a crush on everyone these days. (including, as always, two guys with girlfriends.)

and two of those crushes, and i, are going to hang out tomorrow. for some odd reason, guys are platonically flocking to me lately.

ah well, i can't complain.

i'm frickin leaving forever on thursday, and i just don't understand this fact. i haven't comprehended it at all.

i'm not ready, but bring it on.

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